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Tonight I'm reaching out to you
Cause I can feel the pain you're going through
As if I feel you from miles away
And everything around you turned to grey
Don't you wonder
Where your colours have gone
Take a look outside
Come on!

THE BASICS

Name: Nill
Age: 15
Gender: Female
Blood Type: O
Height: 5''
Hair Color: Pale Blond
Eye Color: Blue-Green
Birth Date: April 14
Sexual Orientation: Unknown
Series: DOGS
Speices: Genetically Modified Human
Manhattanite or outsider?: Outsider

Personality: Nill is often labeled as mysterious, arcane, ageless by some. If only because they want to know the story behind that haunted expression, and blue-green eyes that seem too serious, too mature, too old for someone so young. Even with her somewhat childlike, and cheerful demeanor her outlook on the world and humanity is anything but. There was even a time in her life where she could recall that she had lost faith in the human race completely. Thus regarding most beings in a cautious manner, constantly wondering about any ulterior motives they might have, or why they do the things they do. Despite her timid tendencies, muteness, and brutally realistic and rational ways of thinking, she somehow managed to remain warm hearted and incredibly selfless. (So much so that Nill would put someone else’s safety before her own in an instant without having to think about it at all. She will work for hours tending to other people right to the point of her ignoring her own needs in order to do so).

On top of that, her inability to speak has granted her to listen to others, to such an extent on most occasions she finds it quite easy to read people and has made her quite empathetic indeed.

Take what's bringing you down
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Who's hurting you now
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Don't take it down with you
Cause you don't really have a clue
Let it go, let it go, let it go

Abilities
She’s crafty to say the least, and has already proved to be quite the escape artist on several occasions. Whether it’s because she’s extremely lucky or extremely skilled is still up in the air for debate. Aside from that, she’s is a relatively normal girl (if you ignore the wings and the fact she’s been altered). For a genetically altered child she has yet to show special abilities of any sort.

Weaknesses: Well her biggest weakness at the moment is that fact that she is a mute. The most noises she can make are very tiny strangled noises. That’s right. No talking, no gasping, no screaming for help. Which a huge issue she deals with on a day to day basis, and puts her at a major disadvantage, especially when she’s been thrust into a setting such as this one.

There's a place that I go running to
A space inside of me, inside of you
It's where I feel I'm not alone
And everybody stumbles, don't you know
You're a wonder
You're a miracle, you see
It's no mystery to me
Come on!

APPEARANCE

Nill is often described as pretty little thing, standing at an even 5'' currently. She has a rather fair complexion most likely due to the lack of sun in her own world with equally pale blond hair to match. Her hair currently trails all the way down her back, ending a little beyond her hips. This causes her bright, expressive blue-green eyes to stand out quite clearly in a striking contrast with the rest of her features. Nill has a fairly small, lithe build that allows her to be quite quick and agile when the situation calls for it. On her back she sports a pair of white angel’s wings that are little larger than the size of the average human forearm. Clothing wise, she wears clothing that Bishop gave her when Haine, and the other’s took her in. All of which are of the Gothic Lolita style (due to a small fetish Bishop has). Which she doesn’t seem to mind in the slightest, in fact she thinks the style is quite cute. However now that she’s in Manhattan she’s considering changing her style a bit to something a little more practical, as not to be a burden on anyone she finds herself traveling with.

Take what's bring you down
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Who's hurting you now
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Don't take it down with you
Cause you don't really have a clue
Let it go, let it go, let it go!

LIFE IN MANHATTAN

Nill’s idea of post-apocalyptic differs a little from most people’s. After coming from a world where genetically modified humans are created daily as tools of pleasure or destruction. Where people no longer have any morals, where someone could be raped, beaten or killed in the middle of the day and no one who even do a double take. Crime, gangs ran rampant. A world where there was no sunlight, no seasons. Just, cold.

So, it goes without saying Nill believes Manhattan to be an improvement.

Look around you
It's amazing
Everything you see
Every morning that you wake
There is no such thing as an ordinary day

A BRIEF HISTORY

[Note: Due to the manga being relatively new/plot just starting to get developed. Nill will have little memory about what happened to her before her appearance in the manga. She will begin to regain her memory as more manga chapters are released]

Nill doesn’t remember much about her past upon coming to Manhattan, more specifically her childhood and most of her long-term memory. The farthest memory that she can recall was being snatched off the streets by a local gang with the intent to sell her body out in the child porn industry. You see, in her world, crime, gangs, and things of that ilk are common occurrences, part of daily life. Even genetically altered humans such as herself are relatively common. She comes from a world where a person wouldn’t even bat and eye at a girl getting raped in an ally way. From a Europe that’s become so incredibly twisted. A world where the saying: “Every man, woman and child for themselves” is the key to survival in most cases. The environment itself is inhospitable; Nill can’t even recall what the sun even looks like anymore. What’s it’s like to have green spaces, flowers.

For Nill, she’d never experienced such things so how can one miss what one has never had? This was the way things were, this was life. So. She did the only natural thing to do, acting on human instinct: Adapt according or face the ugly consequences. Though this since she lacked psychical strength, or even the ability to speak up for herself, she learned to stay distant, to evade, to exercise caution. Which in turn helped her escape from her various captors whom regarded her as “valuable”. Both her “exotic” features, and inability to cry out with protests, and screams made her an ideal candidate for the… indignities… they had in store for her.

It was during one of these pursuits and captures that with a mere stroke of luck Nill met Haine (her self appointed guardian to an extent). He rescued her for reasons unknown to herself (however that by no means made her any less grateful for his act of charity), witnessing what he was capable of doing, how brutally, how easily he could kill others. Yet she showed no fear of him once so ever, nor has she ever shown anything close to in regards to Haine save for once….

…When she followed him willingly to a place where he deemed safe after she’d been rescued. She had reached out to touch him, in an attempt to calm, soothe him, thus activating his chronic case of Gynophobia. Causing him to almost lash out at her (though to this date his never lashed out a second time, making her the only female he isn’t afraid of), however he lashed out at the gang members from the scuffle before that had come to take back their prize. It was here that Nill observed what she believed to be Haine’s death (his regenerative abilities all but unknown to her) as he was torn apart by bullets. She mourned for him, an almost complete stranger, right to the point of considering herself guilty for her part in his death. For, he wouldn’t have been hurt at all if he hadn’t gone out of his way to rescue her. Inevitably Nill was once again captured by the street thugs and dragged back to the brothel miserable as ever.

That is until the next opportunity to escape arose…

Just when the poor girl was about to get “groomed into her new role” the sound of gunshots and anguished cries filled the building. While her “teacher” was distracted, Nill, using her small delicate, malnourished frame to her advantage and bolted out the door and down the hall with the gang leader on her heels. When, lo and behold, who does she run into (much to her pleasant but rather shocked surprise) but none other than: Haine.

Following that incident she has grown immensely attached to Haine, and to an extent Badou ever since. Before coming to Manhattan she’d been staying in an old church with Haine, Badou, Bishop (and their newest addition Naoto) quite contently.

That is until Badou mysteriously disappeared without a trace. When he failed to show up back “home” for a little over a few days, Nill became quiet insistent that she accompany Haine while he search. Finally, after what seemed like one endless day with full of false leads after another, worry building by the hour, she fell asleep in the church, in the only place that was truly beginning to feel like home.

Only to be thrust into a post-apocalyptic Manhattan, cold, confused, and disoriented. Only incredibly thankful for the one thing she did have left: Haine.

Let it go, let it go, let it go
Take what's bring you down
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Who's hurting you now
Let it go, let it go, let it go
Don't take it down with you
Cause you don't even have a clue
Let it go, let it go, let it go

PLAYER INFO/CONTACT MOI~
Played by: xx_enigmatic_xx/Caitlyn or any other nicknames.
Roleplay: Project Daisychain
Rating: G to NC-17 and beyond XD
Noncon? If you want. Email me then we'll talk.
Death? If we talk about it.
Het/Yaoi/Yuri: I'm very open minded when it comes to pairings. Anything goes!
MSN: Caitburleigh@hotmail.com
AIM: daemontwilight
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